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[16 Apr 2005|11:33pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Mariah Carey-we belong together ] Well i havent really updated in a while but everythings been going really good...Spring Brake is here!! yay!! This should be an interesting one..Ricky n Steve are going away so Haley n i will prob be together alot...Then also Sarahs away to..But Renee is gonna be staying here in carmel with me so that should be good..Well last night Haley and i went over to Steves and chilled with him n Ricky went on the quads and dirt bike that steve just got yesterday so he was really happy..But with our luck the cops cought us  bc we arent sapposted to b on the streets with them so yeah but the cop was nice and let it go but it was his last warning so yeah..But tonight the boys came over my house and we hung out for a lil while watched movies and what not..It was fun bc Ricky is leaving for the whole week so im gonna miss him like crazyy! But it should be fun bc ill get to hang out with ppl that i havent in a while like Britt n Kay so that should be fun bc i miss them!!  I have pitchers from tonight but i dont know how to put them on here if i did i would but i dont.. so yeah..alrighty im out... 1 // held on to this memory forever

[03 Nov 2004|01:14pm] [ mood | relieved ] I LOVE GEORGE W. BUSH!!! 5 // held on to this memory forever

[31 Oct 2004|10:36am] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | sugarcult-Momory ] Well this is prob the best weekend of my freakin life!!! Friday night it was GIRLS NIGHT!! We all went to sarahs..Alot happend but idk if i should put it in here..lol...Lets just say i cant remeber anything that happend...lolz.. OMG and last night me Britt M and sarah went to a sugarcult,new found glory and GREENDAY concert!!It was fuckin amazing!!!I didnt really kno any of greendays songs like i thought it was gonna b really bad but they turned out to b sooooo good...They played the time of my life i love that song!! They played alot of there old songs along wit there new...But one word of advice dont ever go to a rock concert wit a hang over lol...But in the end eveything worked out good!! I had the best time ever!!! A night i will never 4 get!!! Tonight is halloween!!Dont no wat plans r yet Sarah renee haley n amy might come over i have 2 c.. im out.... 1 // held on to this memory forever

[29 Oct 2004|08:28pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | surgarcult-hate every beautiful day ] GIRLS NIGHT 2 NIGHT!!! Then tomm going to the Greenday,New found glory and Surgarcult concert wit the girls! held on to this memory forever

[21 Oct 2004|08:41pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | over and over again ] Well 2day school was boreding like alwyz..after school just came home and did somethings on my computer..Then just chilled... Tomm we get out off school early and renee is gonna come home wit me on the bus and later on a few ppl might come over... im out... held on to this memory forever

[18 Oct 2004|04:02pm] [ mood | curious ] Waiting...... held on to this memory forever

[21 Sep 2004|04:38pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | nuthing... ] Well this weekend was ok...Friday i had a tennis match vs brewster witch we wun!! yeahhhhh!! Then after that Amy n Haley came over and chilled then nick came down bc the jv football players were having pasta night..Then we decited 2 take a walk up the road and stoped at dougs and just all chilled there... Then Sat Renee n i went to Nicks house and chilled there 4 the night fun..rat fell down renees shirt funniest shyt i ever seen... Sunday i went to my lil cuz Birthday party he turned 3!!yay!! Monday we had a match vs Lady of the loards ((some private school)) Yeah they beat us but when they come to carmel we will beat them!!! Tomm we have a home game vs Ketchem hopfully we win!!! We get 2 wear our dresses tomm yes this is the 1st time we get 2 wear them 2 school!! im out.... held on to this memory forever

Im moving on... [16 Sep 2004|12:47pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | nuthing... ] Idk everything hasent been the best...I hate this i really do i act like everything is going grate and put on a happy face just 2 please everyone around me when i am really hurting inside...I am slowly gettin over you..I have no other chocice what am i sapposted 2 do sit here and wait 4 u 2 come bac to me...No, theres no poit anymore..I cant keep doing this to myself it getting me nowhere...I dont kno wat happend between us but all i kno is at the time it seemed so right..And to tell u the truth in the end it was all worth it..But now i am back in the same place i was a year ago...Idk wats going to happen between us now..All i kno now is that were just friends and mayb thats the way it was sapposted 2 b in the 1st place..who knows? Or mayb we are sapposted to be together adventuley.. Not now but mayb in the long run..All i kno is right now im not ready 4 it and u arent eather...So maney thoughts run through my head and i ask myself whatever happend? I dont understand...What did i do 2 deserve this..Nuthing! I wunder if for a split second i ever run though your head..Or in the hall wayz u look at me and go did i do the right thing?...I really wunder..But i cant do this anymore..If we r ment to go out again than we r, if we arent then we r better off as friends..Who knows wat will happen?? All i kno is i gotta put everything that happend between us in the back of my head and move on..If anythings bond 2 happen than it will but for now things gotta stay like this... Bescause were just Friends...And 4 now its better off this way.. 3 // held on to this memory forever

[06 Sep 2004|12:44pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | nuthing.... ] Well Fri was the 1st day of High school it was good..I Found my classes ok..And my teachers seem pretty nice..Friday i went to the Varcity game wit brit kay and haley but everyone went there own wayz i just chilled wit haley and nick half the time..Than also chilled wit britt at the 2nd half of the game..It was fun!! Carmel wun!!!Sat night i worked at the Gipsy Trail resturant from 4-12 at night..I didnt get 2 sit once i was so tired by the time i got home..Sunday my family and everyone went to the boat and we just all chilled and stuff..Today at 4 the tennis team is having a pasta party it is ushally somthing we do every year bc its the night b4 our 1st match of the season..Tomm we r playing Mahopac at home.. So if u wanna come please!!! Its a 4....Every year we alwayz beat them and tomm we deff r...Cant wait!! O yeah and we get 2 wear our cute lil tennis dresses..lol.. well im out... held on to this memory forever

[21 Aug 2004|10:54am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Ashlee simpson-undiscoverd ] Last night i went to Haleys 4nher party she was having... Than left early and went to sarahs and slept over there.. Today we r gonna go to the Palisades Mall to go bac to school shopping!! 1 // held on to this memory forever

[20 Aug 2004|01:30pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | story of the year-day i die ] i am so tired... This whole week i had tennis practice from 8-10... Im so happy we r starting up again...The team looks really good this year..I cant wait..Its gonna be so much fun!!.. Our 1st match is agenst Mahopac!! AND ITS HOME!! yay!! Tonight im going to Haleys house.. Shes having a big party lots of people r gonna b there... IM out.... 1 // held on to this memory forever

[13 Aug 2004|03:08pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | brand new ] Well today was the last day of working at Gipsy Trail Day Camp!! All the kids had skits n stuff and i got to sing Gob Bless America...It was really good..My groupe decited to do the play the cat n the hat..They did a good job...Than at the end of everything my bro and my cuz put together a slide show thing it was really good it had all the pitchers of when we went away to renigades and splash down n stuff it was really good...It was so sad to...But all the CITs and consalurs r having a big dummer some time this week so ill c everyone than... Cant wait the Tennis season starts next week..thats when we have our 1st preactice!! yay i am so excited i miss everyone!! im out.... held on to this memory forever

[08 Aug 2004|09:34pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | blink182-miss you ] Well this weekend i went to the jersey shore wit sarah..It was amazing!! We had so much fun!!!I bought a shirt that says "Welcome to american now speek english" best shirt ever!! We saw alyssa and alison there we chilled 4 a lil while than they had to go..But this weekend was really fun sarah and i both needed a vacation just to get away from everything here and have fun and just not think bout everything else thats going on...i cant wait till we go to Roadisland in 1 week than b4 school starts were gonna go bac to the jersey shore and this time spend a week there...Its gonna b awsome!! This week is my last week of camp Thursday is our trip to splash down than Friday we r having our skits... really tired... im out... held on to this memory forever

[26 Jul 2004|08:02pm] [ mood | lethargic ] [ music | nuthing ] wow i havent updated in a while... ever since school ended ive been working at Gipsy Trail Day camp..Its alot of fun..We went to the renigades baseball game and i got picked to sing in the american idol thing they have there...Than last Friday we went to the 4 H fair...I sang in the talent show there..It was raining the intire time it sucked...Saturday night was awsome..i never had so much fun in my entire life...I got to work at the Gipsy Trail resturant.. I ant gonna say alot but all im gonna say is it was amazing!!! But in a few weeks sarah and i r gonna b going away...that should b alot of fun..i cant wait... im out... held on to this memory forever

this weekend [21 Jun 2004|12:32pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | nuthing watching saved by the bell ] Well Friday was the 8th grade dance...Omg it was soo much fun...I got my hair cut it looks really good..i like it alot...Before i went to the dance Britt came over and helped me get ready and stuff..Than went to haleys to take pitchers and stuff wit a few people than picked up renee and went to the dance...After the dance Renee,Breanna went bac to Sarahs and chilled.. Sat-came home slept 4 like 5 hours than Britt came over and we desited to go bowling wit kenny doug and marc..lol that was intresting britt..we achilly did pretty good...right?Than after that Britt kenny and doug came bac to my house and we watched some "scary" movie..it was pretty dum..But after that they all left than i went to bed... Sun-I went to my grandparents and chilled wit my cousins..Than we decited to go c a movie we saw the movie a the day after tomm..it was achilly really good..than after that came bac to my grandparents house and staying here untill tuesday moring bc my parents r at my bros collage.. im out... held on to this memory forever

[18 Jun 2004|11:20am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | in school ] Right now i am in school doing nuthing.... OMg 2night is the 8th grade dance yay!!!! i am gettin picked up early so i can go and get my hair done.. g2g held on to this memory forever

[16 Jun 2004|04:47pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Jewls-you were ment for me ] Well today i went bac to school bc i havent gone to school in 2days bc i was "sick"..well i really was sick just i didnt feel like going so my mommy said i didnt have to... Monday-Did NUTHING just sit on my butt... Tuesday-Woke up watched tv went on the computer and than got a call from Doug nick and marc and than came over and we just chilled 4 a lil bit... There is only 3 more full days of school left!! Yes!! But i ant going Friday bc my mommy said i dont have to bc we arent doing much..O yeah and Friday is the dance so i am going to get my hair cut and done...o yeah and get my nails done to.. Than after the dance Sarah is having a big party!! Yes!! Friday night is gonna b awsome !! held on to this memory forever

[15 Jun 2004|10:10am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | watching Dawsons creek ] Yeah well im sick....i have strep..ahhh i hate it... o yeah!! My 8th grade dance is Friday!! yay!! held on to this memory forever

[12 Jun 2004|09:28am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | burn-usher ] Fuck it idc anymore i really dont.... 2day i gotta go n sing at the putnam hospital fair!!! held on to this memory forever

[09 Jun 2004|07:02pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Burn-Usher ] Confused!! held on to this memory forever

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